Things are so hectic now.
So many pro's and con's. I don't know what really to expect or what to do. I feel like a bunch of weight is being put onto me as I'm being told to keep moving forward.
I feel like things can get so much better with this time passing but so much can go wrong with it too. I feel lost people are trying to guide me but I feel like I just woke up and I don't know what's going on but not much is being explained.
I want to shower everyone with good news and happy times but life just seems to keep hitting me with bad things. I feel like all choices I make are like a double sided blade. I have to help myself but I just don't know how...